i'm back from my mrng run after dwning LOADS of rubbish for the past few days, telling myself that i should clear up the cny goodies b4 they spoil. but wth, how can i treat myself like a rubbish bin! been feeling guilty after everytime i munch on those stuffs, from bak kwa to pineapple tarts to spring rolls. evidence are all over my thighs and arms and my tummy.
gonna stop all these and throw out all the leftovers alr, i need to and should definitely treat my body better. the body should be fed with loads of fruits and veges to keep it healthy and going, why am i ill-treating it when i should be thankful that its been healthy, for work and for play. sorry dear body, i ought to be shot in the head.



anyway,i'm thinking of getting a ipod touch at the IT show next week.
no need for the 32GB, a 8GB would do fine, but what i need would be an updated com so i can sync my ipod to it. can u imagine i'm still using windowsME?! asking me why not get an iphone? for me, a phone is just a phone for calls and msging, i dnt need all the fancy stuffs on it. i'd prefer to gt a separate cam and mp3 altogether. talking about that, i'm wondering if i can get a whole package of a cam and a laptop and a ipod touch at a special price at the IT show. cause i needwant a laptop, and to get a new digi cam cause my old one is going bonkers, with black lines appearing on the screen and it flashes this 'E:62:10' thingy everytime i try to take a photo.


AND,


THE MOMENT OF TRUTH IS GONNA BE OUT IN 3.5 HOURS TIME!


i'm afraid but there's nothing i can do.
my first choice would be coms studies in NTU and after that maybe a 2nd choice at NUS fass. got the mailer to the open house at ntu last night and i was sooooooooo excited!!! i can't wait to be there. and i found out NIE is in NTU. so i was thinking if i cant get into coms studies, there's this sch of design, arts and media, wonder whats tt altogether. and if i can't gt into that, maybe i'll teach geog and arts at NIE. but then again, i was thinking, i'll be stuck to teaching for the rest of my life if i were to go to NIE right. like i can't do anything else after the 8 years of bond(4 yrs studying 4 yrs teaching), who'll wanna employ me??? so like what baox said, after tt i can find a rich guy and marry him! LOL!

okay, i dunno what i'm blabbering about actually, it's just all the mixed up feelings inside of me i need to let out.


GOD BLESS ME.
just praying tt i don't fail and my results will be able to gt me into the choice i want and tts enough. it's all i ask for.